| 2MORROW... |
[Feb. 27th, 2004|08:48 pm] |
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| | Edwin McCain- I'll Be | ] |
Well definitly Ive been hanging out with my wang out. LOL. YEAH EXCEPT FOR THE FACT THAT IM A GIRL AND QUITE OBVIOUSLY DONT HAVE A WANG! Tony got kicked out of Nick's which totally licks ass! He moved down the hill with his Grandma now on home school through our school. I MISS HIM! Nick wrote me just recently again. He's written so much. Uh... I've been allowed to do more a lot lately. It's pretty cool. Been going to Dan's, Rollands, and Tony;s. Wow do we have fun too! TOMMORROW is the best thing of my life! The RACES!!! Im so excited for the grand prix! SO MANY HOT GUYS, THE SMELL OF RACING FLUID, HOT BEATING SUN, BEER!!! my fav thing of all times! Well tonight Im going to Dan's so g2g. Late.
~*Cyndi*~ |
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| so giddy... |
[Feb. 2nd, 2004|08:49 pm] |
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| |  bouncy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Eagle Eyed Cherry- Save Tonight | ] |
Well, on saturday, I FINALLY got my TTR125 Yamaha. I rode all weekend long! NO JOKE! It's the best thing in the whole wide world! BETTER THAN SKATING! WOW! So yesterday was the Superbowl 38, !!GO PATRIOTS!! and they did win! Yeah, I went to Erika's little get together gay thing, but one good thing came from it. Jason. Me and him had been fighting or whatever, over stupid shit and STUPID PEOPLE who are obssessed. BUT anyways, we talked and worked everything out and it was all good! Like hes even like Ill walk you home, when I had to leave so yeah its so back to normal Im thinking! I was probably THE HAPPIEST PERSON IN THE WORLD!!! Im so excited we are friends again! I was lost without him. WELL he got his liscense today too! Everything is just amazing! Im loving it! Erika's still a stupid whore, but thats all. Other than me still not forgiving her bc how she tells Jason lies and stupid shit, everything is grand! I got another letter from Nick, hes doing GREAT! Im awfly tired. So, Goodnight.
~*Cyndi*~ |
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| School sux! |
[Jan. 26th, 2004|08:19 pm] |
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| |  blah | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Limp Bizkit- Behind Blue Eyes | ] |
Im so bored. I cant wait for my new skate trucks to come in. Im getting black royals. They are fricken awesome. Uhm- & I got cremic abec9 bearings. SO yea, its cool. Im sick of school, and I need to go do my homework, but Im so lazy! I just got off the phone with Garrett, its cool that we are cool now, except he thought I hated him and im like wtf no way. Yea, I went to Jack In The Box and saw him and Max on Fri. It was cool I guess, bc atfer we went to Dubey's house bc he had a little kickback. ;) IT rocked! Uhm then on Sat. I went to Dan's house, and like I was actually allowed to. It was fun, but kinda boring bc I had to be a 'good girl'! Yeah well I have to go. Im leaving to Del Taco! Ill write later. Night.
~*Cyndi*~ |
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| well... |
[Jan. 20th, 2004|03:56 am] |
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| |  thoughtful | ] |
| [ | music |
| | And I Run- Flock Of Seaguls | ] |
So I finally got a letter from Nick, and let me tell you how happy I was because I was for sure that he hated me but, nope he doesn't. I just finished my letter to him and it'll be sent today. We got report cards, and not to sound like one of those stuck up bitches who cry if they don't have straight A's, but I got 1-A, 2-B's, and 3-C's WHICH in my normal SUCKS ASS! I did so horrible and I feel like shit because of it. I have to focus more on my schooling! On Friday, me & Rachel & Maggie all stayed after school to take a "makeup test" and really we went over to Jack In The Box to meet Garrett, well Rachel's dad saw us, and so when our parents asked us about it and we lied, they were pissed at us for lying. Maggie & I didn't get in trouble, because it wasn't an important thing, but Rachel got busted for like a month. That is COMPLETE bull shit. Our parents were all like why don't you just ask we will almost always say yes, and I'm like what the fuck?! you NEVER say yes to ANYTHING I ask you, even if it is something small like walking to Jack In The Box after school. They lie. Whatever though, so I'm just like fuck it, I don't care, if your not changing, then Im not. They got pretty pissed at that. Me and Tony talked a whole lot today. Like he was telling me what had happened with Jason, Rolland, and him at a party. They were all getting in a fight at some party and like Jason got in the car and dropped Tony off at home, then took Rolland back to this party to get his jacket and the guys dad called the cops. So Rolland then got dropped off at home, and when Jason got home, cops were at his house. He got 5 counts against him. 1)DUI 2)Underage drinking 3)Assult 4)Curfew 5)Driving without a liscence. So yeah Jason got it pretty bad but his parents didnt care. UHM Rolland however, ha, when the cops went to his house, they were all your under arrest and whent they tried to get his hands to put handcuffs on him and they banged his head around really hard, so he got pissed and punched the officer in the face. SO YEAH hes in jail now for like a week, because of that and violating parroll. SO IM REALLY GLAD I HADN'T GONE WITH THEM TO THAT PARTY! Luckily. But yeah, me and Tony are way cool, like he talked to me a lot! Jason and me eh, wahtever. I hope I can go to Danni's house party this weekend. Ill like 'stay the night at my grandmas'. HA! Whoa, on Saturday it's Maegan & Justin's one year anniversary and on Monday, it is Rachel & Dan's one year anniversary. WOW. My friends are crazy! I could NOT stay commited that long to anything! Sarah & Coder uh REALLY need to go out like NOW!! LOL. UHM- on the 3 day weekend I went to San Diego, I LOVE IT THERE. We went ot the Zoo and Seaport Village and like just around. I swear Im going to live there! Yeah! OMG I really want a Loui Vaton Bag! they are so fricken cute!! OH and I got new wheels for my skateboard. AND I'm getting new bearings. They are ABEC 9 so yeah they kick ass. ANYWAYS, Im very quite bored, so Im not going to type anymore. Love ya much.
~*Cyndi*~ |
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| OH MY GOOOOODNESS! |
[Jan. 12th, 2004|07:17 pm] |
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| |  happy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Yellow Submarine- Beatles | ] |
Well, On Saturday, I was at my Grandmas house still, and I went with my uncle at about 4pm to Palm Springs Mall, and as we got there Jake called and was all meet us at The River. So we went, and it was Jake, and his bro Jon (not cute). Jake is so the cutest EVER!! Damn homie! :) SO we all went to Chilis for dinner, only none of us ate, ha, then we went to some 21 yrs and up bar at The River and some how I snuck in. Like I walked in behind them, and ran straight to the bathroom until they got me and said they found a place were we could sit and chill at. Jake didnt go with us, because his ex gfs were meeting us thee :(. I STILL LOVE JAKE THO!! Yeah and then we all drank up, heh, and partied, and whoa it was fun. NOT THAT I WAS BUZZED OR ANYTHING. And den- heh- yeah like all of them fricken loved me. Especially Danni, which is cool, but shes Jakes ex that he doesnt like very well. Hmm. She invite me to a party in two weeks at her house, so well see what goes down. And like Jon has a fiance, and yet he continued to smack my ass and rub (like touchy feely massages and shit NOTHING GROSS) me all night. Like even though hes ugly I love the attention. Heh- Im such an attention whore. WELL IT FELT great being loved and excepted hanging out with a bunch of people WAY OLDER THAN ME! So yeah Im not grounded anymore. I guess I never was, and were back to school today. Lifes a bitch because of school. Tired.
~*Cyndi*~ |
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| jake is soo cute... |
[Jan. 10th, 2004|10:28 am] |
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| |  impressed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Misfits- 20 Eyes | ] |
Okay so like I am at my Grandmas still, until Sunday, but last night was pretty cool I guess. First i went and saw a movie Cheaper By The Dozen, it was good. Then I went to this guy Jakes work and like okay i knew jake from before but I didnt like him and now tho, I like him so much excepet hes kinda a player like last time i saw him, 4 diff girls called him and hes all okay so lets get together. But whatever bc hes so hott and so much fun! He has a gf tho. Okay so at his work all the guys are kinda nice looking ya know and they drink beer on the job. They work at some stereo installing place and their owner is all cool with it as long as they are in the back. So we all like hung out in the back waiting for them to close at 6. So at like 630 we went to the river and got coffees and went to TGIFridays and it was Jake and his gf who was 51, ugly, chunky....but pretty cool. OMG like Jake was rubbing up on me and hitting on me the whole night. And den (haha) my uncle ordered drinks for me like called a devils tail and it wasnt made right but I drank it and it wasnt enough to effect anything. But omg I like Jake so much! DANG- I do not liek being only 16 almost. Hes 23 and I heart him so much! YIKES. So yea I had a fun night or whatever and I think were all hanging out tonight too. Hmm. Im guna rape him. OKAY then. late.
~*Cyndi*~ |
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| UGH.... |
[Jan. 7th, 2004|04:35 pm] |
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| |  aggravated | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Blink 182- I Miss You :\ | ] |
I feel so horrible today. Like both emotionally and physically. On Monday I was sick throwing up the ENTIRE day and I couldnt keep anything in me for more than 5 minutes. NO JOKE. Like the pink medicine I took came up 2 min. after I took it. It was like brand new and fresh I almost felt like just drinking it up again rather than wasting it and getting new kind. HA. Eww. SO yeah anyways, I feel better I guess now. But just everything is slowly pulling me downhill. Like yesterday for example, I asked my mom if I could go hangout 2 houses down for like an hour or so, and my mom said I couldnt because I needed recovery time from monday. So then I told her well next time Im not going to go to school if I need recovery time and she told me stop being a smartass. But shes the one who brought it up to my dad later that night so I told him and like my mom said shut up stop telling him and I didnt so she fucking slapped my face. Like what the fuck was she thinking. MY MOM HAS only hit me ONCE and I threatened to call the cops (not because it hurts but just because I wont stand for it.) Im fucking 15 1/2 so thats bull shit if she hits me! So I was so extremely pissed that I said dont ever fucking touch me again. She told me to go to my room or whatever and her and my dad came in at different times so that they could bitch me out and tell me how wrong it is to disrespect them. Then it got into the whole trust issue we have and how im a little 'spoiled bitch' (yes, my parents actually call me that) and how everything wont always go my way. But they dont understand why I get so angry and everytime I explain myself it ends up nowhere different so this time I just told them Im not going to talk and I dont care anymore. Actually I think that pissed them off more. Whatever. Im so emotionally drained. Its so tough. Also, on Friday, is Roberts 18th birthday. Hes having a kickback and like Im not aloud to go and I really wana be there for his 18th you know and like I love Robert with everything. Im so dissapointed that I cant go! :( Im grounded until Tuesday, but I dont care, because it doesnt make a difference, I wasnt allowed to do anything ever anyways. Also the whole thing with me ex and my best friend and her boyfriend like whoa. I started my new years off with my two best friends telling me they both wana hook up with Garrett. The one who actually follows through with this plan, Rachel, has a boyfriend of 11 months and 10 days or some shit. So like shes seriously playing both of them. She has Dan, her bf, come over nad Garrett, my ex, and like they all kick it. EVERYONE loves attention and shit but enough is enough. Dan fricken loves her and wants to marry her and she wants to screw it up so she can 'expierience more than one guy'. Shes so blind to what she has. And like I dont want to tell her. You know. She should choose but like its so hard for me to see her getting ready to loose someone so important for someone who is telling her the SAME exact things he said to me in Oct. I dont even know anymore. Me and Erika have getting super close again like we use to be so thats good. Erika is my heart and I am hers. Nick, my buddy, well the last day he was here before going to boot camp, I got sick and puked all in his car and shit, and like yea that sucks, because I wasnt able to apologize and now its like the 4th week of boot, and all of our friends are getting letters from him, but not me. :( Im so sad that he hates me. And like Im so lame for being so ignorant. I hope he understands though and writes me because Ill be crushed if he doesnt. So yes, Im quite a wrec at the moment. It also sucks because Im still not super cool with Jason and Tony like I use to be, so dang everything is sucking. OH AND Chelsie, who got caught sneaking out with me, she got ungrounded on the 1st, and now her mom gave her a curfew of midnight. I WISH MY PARENTS GOT THE CLUE. Id be a fucking GREAT kid to them if they gave me what I wanted. I mean If Im out with who I want when I want, why would I ever have to sneak and lie?! Ugh. Im not in the best mood. Im going insane. But yea. Im leaving to my grandmas on Thursday night. I hope I can be all cute and shit so I can go to The River with my uncle. Well, well. Im tired of everything. Love forever and always.
~*Cyndi*~ |
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| WHOA.... |
[Dec. 29th, 2003|12:09 pm] |
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| |  nerdy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | RxBandits- Sell Your Beautiful | ] |
Hey! Hope everyone had a GREAT Christmas! I got a lot of stuff. A new stereo for my room, a bunch of bath and body stuff, and new cds. Uhm, money for clothes.....ya ya ya WHATEVER. Erika my best friend got a skateboard so we went skating all of forever. We had some people come over and help us do tricks and stuff. Im not good yet, but I can ollie like mad skill. Still working on kickflip though. Im so pro ;) ha ha. My ex came over yesterday. He keep bringing up old stuff like inside jokes and shit. Erika's all 'he wants you still'. So I feel like a jackass for dumping him. Hmm. My parents bought all new furniture. A new couch, two new reclining chairs, and new futons for our rooms. Its kinda odd how one day they are just like oh hey lets go buy new stuff, even though we dont need it. (??) Whatever. Im getting my bike in Jan!! So EXCITED!! Uh, and we are re- painting our house. Whoa. Crazy! Me and Erika looked SO cute yesterday! AWW! We got new hats so we were totally adorable! Im going to a New Years Eve Party. I hope itll be fun. But I have a feeling its going to be terribly lame. I need to paint my nails, they look like shit. Late.
~*Cyndi*~ |
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| Tired |
[Dec. 22nd, 2003|01:58 am] |
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| |  amused | ] |
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| | Green Day- Basket Case | ] |
Hey this morning was so kick ass! When I woke up I got all ready and just went outside and freestyled skated for like 3 1/2 hours. It was so much fun! Now I feel all energized and powered! Damn I love skating! I fell and scratched up my elbow pretty badly though. Oh well, Ill get better. Im trying tricks, but Im new at it. And Im still kinda worried about breaking my nose or something. Thats my only fear. Messing up my face! But skating is all worth it. Any tips on tricks, or is it the same old 'practice, practice, practice' stuff?! Well hopefully I can go hang with my crew later maybe go sk8ing down the hill with them, or something. Oh yeah Im going shopping too! I need to go primp and be a girl, heh, so this is all Im going to write for now. \m/ rock on.
~*Cyndi*~
PS I took this test last night: Not great results tho, OUCH:
57% slutty
which technically makes you a slut.
The worldwide average is only 46%. |
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| Sk8 or Die |
[Dec. 21st, 2003|09:49 pm] |
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| |  drunk | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Pennywise- Waiting | ] |
Im a PxDx Ladie! One of few! Sk8 or die! Shout out to all the PxDx out there living it up partying 'n' shi0t! Ill be kicking it with you all later. ;) |
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| BORED |
[Dec. 21st, 2003|02:40 pm] |
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| |  lazy | ] |
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| | AFI- Silver and Cold | ] |
Here I am sitting at my copmuter once again because I have nothing to be doing. Everyone and their fucking moms are at the Mall, while I am forced to stay home and babysitt, but hey at LEAST my parents are out shopping for me right, so I guess I shouldnt complain. But it seems as though sometimes I have no purpose in life. Actually, I lied. I have a life I just am denied from it becasue of my parents. I want to do so much, they just dont let me. Oh well enough bitching. Uhm- last night was fun, I went to The River in Cathedral City with my uncle. There were a lot of people there. And I got Starbucks :) But yeah for those of you who dont know The River in Cathedral City is a giant mall, with water fountains built all around and through it. Its pretty neat actually. I also went and saw Christmas lights down all throughtout Cathedral City. Its pretty 'festive' there. We got home at like 1130pm so I was drained this morning, but I did have a good night so its okay. Im getting a new dirtbike in January, and hell Im SO EXCITED for it!!!! I hope Ill be able to race it at the Adelanto Grand Prix in February one of these years. *HOPES* OH YEAH I almost forgot, tonight I am going Christmas Caroling. It's going to be so cold but I'll bring some hot chocolate or something. I have never been before, but whatever a new way to piss off the neighbors and 'IM SO THERE'. ;) I realized that I REALLY REALLY like AFI. And like before I didnt use to, but they have catchy tunes :) heh. Tired of writting.
~*Cyndi*~ |
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| To Grandmothers house I go... |
[Dec. 20th, 2003|04:21 am] |
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| |  frustrated | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Metallica- Master Of Puppets | ] |
So yesterday I didnt even get to go to Roberts, so I was quite dissapointed. Oh well, Ill live. But its for a GAY ASS reason- my mom didnt want to take me because she doesnt think I should be aloud to go hangout with a bunch of a guys all day. SO seriously WTF is up with that?! Complete bs! Whatever. So at like 715 my cat (my precious)came in my house and was all sick throwing up everywhere. :( SAD times. I cried all night because I didnt think she was going to live :( TEARS. But shes all good, so Im okay. NOW Im kicking it with my Grandma getting ready to go look at Christmas Lights. Sounds nice and peachy. So I hope you all have a wonderful night! MUHAZ :)
~*Cyndi*~ |
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| NICK |
[Dec. 19th, 2003|12:21 pm] |
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| |  lonely | ] |
| [ | music |
| | bob marley- heh still.... | ] |
I miss Nick already! Hes only been gone since the 14th! and already I miss him more than EVER! Good luck Nick, I love you! Have Fun and write me! MISS YOU MUCH! :(
On a better note Im leaving to go to Roberts house right now. So Im gone leave like a tree. (thats gay)
~*Cyndi*~ |
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| !VACA! anyone?!!! |
[Dec. 18th, 2003|10:22 am] |
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| [ | music |
| | bob marley | ] |
Im so excited that there is no more school for 3weeks. AND Christmas is coming and NEW YEARS and WOW im just an excited person. Actually though Im quite bored. ANYWAYS~ im new to this whole live journal thing, so i dont even know what its about. BUT whatever, if it gives me something to do. Currently im grounded. BITES ass! Like how the fuck am I suppose to have any fun, if I keep getting caught. SO this is the second time I got caught sneaking out of my house, but my parents dont understand, Im a teen, I need and WANT my freedom, or at LEAST some. DANG. Whatever its so gay. BAD news, my ex boyfriend still has a "thing" for me. You see I called Robert (my best guy friend EVER) today and Carl (part of our crew) was at his house so I talked to him and hes all so Garrett (my ex) is out with Bernadette (his ex before me) all tonight because he told him that he needs to go out so hell get me outta his head! HA. I feel sorta bad for the guy, but he didnt treat me right, like he wasnt always there for me so Ill find someone better RIGHT?! YES! OH yeah and PD thats our sk8ng drinking crew: we ALWAYS kick it together. Unseperable. SO anyways, CHRISTMAS is going to be so fun! I love getting presents! AND New Years, hardcore PARTY, YEAH! My new husband- Brandon Margera aka BAM you all know him from Viva La BAM on MTV or as one of the Element Sk8rs! BUT OMG he's my babaz ALL the way! I HEART HIM!! Okay so like I was saying DECEMBER break is here- this means lots of fun! OMG~ I almost forgot but today Jason talked to me!!! LIKE im SO excited because we were best friends until one night at his house when I 'hooked up' with this other guy and like Jason got pissed and stopped talking to me EVEN after I called and apollogized for hours! BUT like I guess he has kind of a reason to be mad, but he can just wash his sheets and get over it. FUCK though, I miss him!!! He was the coolest person ever, so today when we talked for a few minutes, I felt happier than EVER! DANG im such a party fowl, I went to this guy Dan's house on the weekend and got kinda buzzed, and ended up throwing up. OOpps. Im such a LoOser. Whatever, thanks to him I made it home in time to be all okay and shit, but hes an awesome friend for wathing over me like that! Well I should be going to bed. (Green men sleep underneath my bed). Occasionally they sleep with me. Ha. Goodnight. LOVE forever and ALWAYS,
~*Cyndi*~
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